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| Another Night by Jermaine Headley |
"I fell asleep reading a dull book and dreamed I kept on reading, so I awoke from sheer boredom."
Heinrich Heine
I was having another night staying up doing nothing important. Just finished watching Defranco Does Dublin and I was thinking I should probably go to sleep now. Buuuut.... just didn't wanna... Why though?
Suddenly, BOOM! I remembered a few nights ago I actually did go to bed early when I had not much else to do. Or rather I went "to sleep", going "to bed" with my laptop on is a different situation. Point is, I couldn't sleep. I had my eyes closed, lying in bed for what seemed like at least over an hour. Maybe two.
It was finally all kind of clear. This is why I stay up all the time. It's hard to fall asleep unless my eyes get too heavy to keep open. Armed with new knowledge, the question is no longer "why don't I want to go to sleep at night?" and is instead "why do I find it so hard to fall asleep?". Inconsequential to most I'm sure but for me... GROWTH!
Sleep, my love, we can fix this! We can make it work!
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